what a week...

Alright... I did not expect this week would be this bad. Ok... its not bad, it could be worse. for sure. but lets see, gonna list down things that happened:

1. Strikes at plants (other plants) so unable to work properly

2. Jackpot with beer

3. Lost of my Blackberry - and i do not need to stress how important the data are.

4. and MANY more.

I guess things arent going well for me on the year of the dragon but still life goes on doesnt it? its been awhile since i felt this down with the things going around me, unexpected situation, with undesired outcome. Im not being so negative about things now but sometimes its just hard to be so positive. I am sure there are others out there that may be going through worse than i am but i cant deny that this is bad enough for me. now i just feel lost and just want to talk to someone but who? i dont know and im uncontactable. a ghost yet again.

I was told "dont bother crying over spilled milk" and yes i agree very much so but its more of a frustration towards the compilation of complications this week. im sure as well many have experienced what i experience but i guess sometimes we just got to feel that frustration the only tricky thing is that how are we able to settle this frustration? Am i taking things too hard? that is just me.

Looking on the plus side, at least this is happening at the beginning of the year though i anticipate there will be times such as these that is just lingering around, stalking my back and just ready to ponce. i'll think about that when it comes.

shifting to another topic, i have started a convo with an individual. a person who i will not name due to privacy of the individual, interestingly enough has a high percentage of similarity with me, even down to gummy bears (this was a random question that was asked by the person "what color is your fav gummy bear?") somehow i start to think that maybe we were some what related in the past but honestly it is scary. from the things we eat, hobbies, thoughts and even actions. i do not understand but somehow feel comfortable with the situation, it feels like i have someone to relate to finally. but well i do not know for the other person. isnt it nice to have someone to really understand what u been through all these times? yea i guess no 2 person can be 100% similar but well 90% to me is good enough to feel comfortable. "just be yourself" are 3 words that sometimes can be awfully confusing. the face we put to deal with certain situations prevents us from being ourselves to a point we do lose who we were before. sometimes i do wonder what kind of person i am, do u?

anyways all these are just my opinions about things. some may like it some dont.

peace

vin